Jeremiah 20:7-18
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Jeremiah’s Complaint
O Lord, you deceived me, and I was deceived;
you overpowered me and prevailed.
I am ridiculed all day long;
everyone mocks me.
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Whenever I speak, I cry out
proclaiming violence and destruction.
So the word of the Lord has brought me
insult and reproach all day long.
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But if I say, “I will not mention him
or speak any more in his name,”
his word is in my heart like a fire,
a fire shut up in my bones.
I am weary of holding it in;
indeed, I cannot.
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I hear many whispering,
“Terror on every side!
Report him! Let’s report him!”
All my friends
are waiting for me to slip, saying,
“Perhaps he will be deceived;
then we will prevail over him
and take our revenge on him.”
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But the Lord is with me like a mighty warrior;
so my persecutors will stumble and not prevail.
They will fail and be thoroughly disgraced;
their dishonor will never be forgotten.
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O Lord Almighty, you who examine the righteous
and probe the heart and mind,
let me see your vengeance upon them,
for to you I have committed my cause.
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Sing to the Lord!
Give praise to the Lord!
He rescues the life of the needy
from the hands of the wicked.
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Cursed be the day I was born!
May the day my mother bore me not be blessed!
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Cursed be the man who brought my father the news,
who made him very glad, saying,
“A child is born to you—a son!”
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May that man be like the towns
the Lord overthrew without pity.
May he hear wailing in the morning,
a battle cry at noon.
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For he did not kill me in the womb,
with my mother as my grave,
her womb enlarged forever.
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Why did I ever come out of the womb
to see trouble and sorrow
and to end my days in shame?